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Wednesday, June 16, 2004
oooh looky its ami lol. just thought i would put something in here since i never write in this no more
Jenni 3:10 PM
Sunday, July 20, 2003
i got a new journal....ii prolly wont be writing in this one much...im not sure...the new one is www.livejournal.com/users/itscalled4ever
byeeeeee
Jenni 12:47 PM
Wednesday, July 16, 2003
The internet is gay
and lying only gets u in trouble...
never. ever. lie to the ones you care about...even if you think it is better that they dont know the truth...or even if the lie juss plain ol benefits you and what you want... because sometimes that person makes the decision not to forgive you...and then you are left with nothing...except they hope that they do i fact forgive you and you live happily ever after.
My boyfriend is the most forgiving person ever...i really dont know where i would be right now without him...ive changed so much since february that its like im a totally different person...a bettr person in some aspects, and its all thanks to him...if i didnt have him to forgive the things i do wrong and to put me in my place than i would be a crazier nutcase than i am now.
im going to take this moment to say sorry. Jan, im sorry that i lied to you, it seemed like the right move at the time, but i realize now that it only made things worse, and made you think that you cant trust me. i promise you from this day on i am going to be honest in everythiing i do. im glad that you could find it in you to forgive me, i owe you the world babe, and if i had the world to give...you know i would give it to you!
today we saw terminater 3....it was an awesome fuckin movie!!! 2 thumbs up.
I need to stop being so damn jealous. seriously. ive been so insecure lately...it is SO not like me...i need to stop..its fucking things up.
today,even with all its up and downs...was an overall semi-successful day. atleast there will be no more lies from here on out. *pinky swear*
aww gosh i love getting random i love you emails!!!!
friday were goin to the fowlerville fair...fun fun!!
i love my boyfriend with everything in me.
sleep tite baby boy, i love you!!!
nite!!!!
Jenni 11:05 PM
Monday, July 07, 2003
These past few days have been wonderful. I've spent every day with jan since wednesday, and its like i fell in love with him all over again. No, i never fell out of love...i've never stopped loving him since the first day...its just that sometimes people you love do special things for you or say special things that just make you all bubbly inside...its llike falling in love for the first time...only its different because you already love that person. i guess you would have to be ME to understand what im trying to say, cus it only makes sense in my head.
Wednesday was the first day i got to see him since like a month...alls we really did was drive around but it was special, we were just talking as if nothing was different...but things were different, its just hard to describe, but i liked it. Then thursday nite a bunch of us had a get together at amys cus she had the house to herself....and that was really fun. Me and my baby went swimming in our undergarments lol...we also had a good tlalk on the couch and then sat in the bathroom talking forever...then we slept in eachothers arms it was great. Then friday was 4th of July and nothing really exciting happened. Everyone was being gay about plans so me and Jan ended up coming to my house, watching tv, and falling asleep...then we had to get up early cus i had to workk. then later i went to amys and me amy and jenn picked up jan...well it ended up in a major fight....and i was finally honest about something...but now everything is back to greatness...yesterday we all went and watched the fireworks at kensington...it was the best nite ever....just him holding me while we watched the fireworks...then afterwards we sat in his driveway talking for an hour and a half. what did i do to deserve him. hes the greatest person in this whole world. our 4 months of "official" dating is thursday...or 5 months of jus bein together...:-) i love him so damn much. he would never intentionally hurt me ever.
bye kids .
Its like just when you think u cant find anything else to love about someone..they do something that makes you love them even more. Jan, i dont know what i would do without you, and i dont know where i would be right now. alls i know is that right now im with you and thats the only thing that matters to me. i love you baby.
Jenni 11:59 AM
Sunday, June 22, 2003
[x]. Name = jenni
[x]. Nicknames =jen, jennibaby, benny
[x]. Birthday = 2 12 86
[x]. Height = 5'7
[x]. Shoe size = 8
[x]. Hair color = blonde
[x]. Length = short
[x]. Siblings = jesse
[x]. Pets = Homey and Oreo
last....
[x]. Movie you rented = old school and catch me if u can
[x]. Movie you bought = 8 mile
[x]. Song you listened to = forgot to be a lova "put that woman first"
[x]. Song that was stuck in your head = its about life
[x]. Song you've downloaded = forgot to be a luva "put that woman first" -Jaheim
[x]. CD you bought = the new nofx
[x]. CD you listened to = dashboard confessional
[x]. Person you've called = hayle
[x]. Person that's called you = jan
[x]. TV show you've watched = this new abc family movie
[x]. Person you were thinking of = jan
do....
[x]. You have a b/f or g/f? = a b/f
[x]. You wish you could live somewhere else? = yeah my own apartment
[x]. You think about suicide? = hmmm
[x]. You believe in online dating? = uhmm no
[x]. Others find you attractive? = duh
[x]. You want more piercings? = not really
[x]. You want more tattoos? = i juss want one
[x]. You drink? = once in awhile
[x]. You do drugs? = no
[x]. You smoke? = yes
[x]. You like cleaning? = actually yeah
[x]. You like roller coasters? = yup!!
[x]. You write in cursive or print? = print
[x]. You carry a donor card? = not yet
for or against....
[x]. Long distance relationships = depends
[x]. Using someone = not that sure..
[x]. Suicide = against
[x]. Killing people = hmmm dependswhat they did
[x]. Teenage smoking =dont care
[x]. Doing drugs = against
[x]. Premarital sex = FOR!!
[x]. Driving drunk = againssst
[x]. Soap operas = gay
have you ever....
[x]. Cried over a guy/girl = yup
[x]. Lied to someone = yea
[x]. Been in a fist fight? = yup
[x]. Been arrested? = lol
what....
[x]. Shampoo do you use? = daily renewal 5x rehydrate
[x]. Shoes do you wear? = docs vans and steve maddens
[x]. Are you scared of? = molesters
[x]. Times I have been in love? = real love once..right now
[x]. Times I have had my heart broken? = 2
[x]. Hearts I have broken? = not sure...prolly 2 or 3
[x]. Continents I have lived in? = 1
Five Songs you know the words to, even without the music:
1. Put that women first _ jaheim
2. "real slim shady" eminem
3. " 21 questions" 50 cent
4. "i miss my homies" master p
5. "3 wooden crosses"
Five Things you can't live without:
1. Brad
2. Food
3. Love
4. Music
5. Family and Friends (ha ha thats 6)
Jenni 10:52 PM
well well well....i never update this thing cus im either never on here...or just not home.
So heres an update on my life....
Me and Jan are still together........but things have "changed"... not like feelings wise or anything like that...but juss the fact that hes going to be "gone" until july 23rd....i talk to him through collect calls, letters, and uh through a glass window every wednesday..................fucked up? yes...long ass story with hopefully good results....hopefully after all this shit things will change for the better and he will get his life on track for good....no more drinking and drugs....if he can do it i give him full props...and if our relationship can last through all this than it can probably last through just about everything...naw mean? if not...then so be it...i will survive...right? right!
the big 3 "official" months was on the 10th....wont getta see him for the big 4 either....OR 4th of july....this is gonna suck major....poor kid!!
School is finally out! but im gonna have cosmetology ALL summer stilll.....grrrr!
Been working tons lately so im gonna have moolah saved up...and hopefully get an apartment and shit once money is saved....exciting!!
Me, Amy, and LeAnne went to the best party last weekend that amys brother had....there was a cool punk-ish band...and over 150 people...it was jammin and we all got totally shit-faced.....met tons of awesome people...i also ran into this kid that i havent seen since 7th grade....it was so weird catching up...it was funny tho cus he used to be dorky i guess...and i was a stuck up little bitch before and hes all like i never thought I would be talking to YOU....haha.....well i never got his number and ive been tryin to get it but it wasnt workin.....so me jenn and amy were cruising around howell yesterday nite and we seen these hot kids and they cam and parked next to us to talk......and wouldnt ya know....it was him!! i was so excited and i got his number and shit!! i sound really gay but it was strange to juss run into him randomly like that....
hopefully i will be hangin out with him soon maybe.
me and amy been hanging out almost everyday lately which is awesome...today i hung out with adam and we went and saw from justin to kelly....LOL...it was actually a somewhat decent movie except that they broke into song and dance ever 10 min...but overall it wasnt THAT BAD...then i hung out with LeAnne and we went to lil chef and then drove around and shit...
earlier today i also went to my cousin missy's wedding shower....im so excited shes gettin married...awww!
well im kinda tired....and my bed is looking pretty inviting....so im gonna say bye......say good nite to ur mom for me too....peace.
~*jenni*~
i love you jan baby
Jenni 10:21 PM
Wednesday, June 18, 2003
gosh im never on the net no more....but im bored and shitso heres this i got from mias journal..
Full name: Jenni Leigh
Mother: Karen
Father: David
Siblings: jesse
Birthday: feb 12, 1986
Sign: aquarious
School: hartland
Location: brighton
Sex: Female
Eyes: brown
Hair: blonde
Height: 5'7
Have you ever?
1. Have you ever kissed another girl? yes
2. Have you ever ran away? not technically.....but thats what the police called it
3. Have you ever pictured someone naked? Yea
4. Have you ever seen them naked? Yea
5. Have you ever broken someones heart? yes
6. Have you ever dated someone out of pity? yeah lol
7. Have you ever cried when someone died? ofcourse
8. Have you ever wanted someone you couldnt have? yup
9. Have you ever broken a bone? no
10. Have you ever drank alcohol? yea
11. Have you ever done drugs? Yea
12. Have you ever cried in school? Yes
Which is better?
13. Coke or pepsi? Pepsi
14. Clean or dirty? clean
15. Crystalized or powder? powder
16. Smoking or snorting? both
17. Pot or cocain? both...together lol
18. Sex or drugs? Sex
19. Girls or guys? guys
20. Goth or punk? Punk
21. Asian or Caucasian? Caucasian
22. Hot or cold? cold
Random Questions
23. Have you ever been chased by rabid monkeys? not that i know of
24. Have you ever died? well im alive right now so prolly not
25. Do you see purple people? uhhhhhh
26. Do you believe in God? Yes
27. Have you ever had sex? Yes
28. Have you ever had a great time with the same sex? uhm yea....but not in a perverted way
What is/Who is/Who makes/What makes?
29. What is your good luck charm? jans bandanna
30. Who is the person you hate most? this is a tough one
31. What is the best thing thats happened today? saw jan
32. What is your favorite color? pink and blue
33. What is your favorite movie? now and then
34, What is your favorite book? star girl
35. What is your favorite subject? i dunno
36. What is your favorite juice? grape
37. What is your favorite car? jaguar
38. What is your favorite ice cream? butter pecan
39. What is your favorite holiday? halloween
40. What is your favorite season? fall and spring
41. What is your favorite breakfast meal? bagels
42. What is the perfect date? me and jan together
43. What makes you laugh? everything
44. What makes you smile? Jan
45. Who gives you that funny feeling when you talk to them? jan baby
46. Who has a crush on you? heh lots of people lol
47. Who do you have a crush on? my boyfriend
48. What makes you feel better? hearing his voice
49. What is your favorite food? ramen noodles
Do you ever?
50. Do you ever sit by the phone and wait for someone to call? lol yeah sometimes
51. Do you ever save AIM convos? cute ones
52. Do you ever save emails? sometimes
53. Do you ever wish you were someone else? sometimes, but then i wouldnt have jan
54. Do you ever wish you could just OD? all the time
55. Do you ever cry because of someones mean words? gosh yes
Best
56. Cologne: abercrombie fierce
57. Perfume? coolwater for girls
58. Kiss? the "good" kisses
59. Romantic Memory? our first kiss, the motel.....lots of times
60. Recent advice? dont put up with that shit
Have you
61. Have you ever fallen for your best friend? Yes
62. Have you ever made out with JUST a friend? i dont usually make out with JUST friends
63. Have you ever been rejected? onceor twice
64. Have you ever been in love? yes right now
65. Have you ever been in lust? Yupppers , the ones before jan....ALL OF THEM
66. Have you ever used someone? Yea lol
67. Have you ever been used? Yep
68. Have you ever cheated? no
69. Have you ever been cheated on? no comment
70. Have you ever been kissed? duh ya
71. Have you ever regretted something? Yea
Who was the last person
72. Who was the last person you touched? uhm leanne
73. Who was the last person you talked to? jan, leanne, jayson, and marshall
74. Who was the last person you hugged? amy
75. Who was the last person you IMed? i forget his name
76. Who was the last person you kissed? who do u think?
77. Who was the last person you had sex with? Jan baby
78. Who was the last person you yelled at? Jan
79. Who was the last person you laughed with? jan
80. Who was the last person to break your heart? Jan
81. Who was the last person who said they love you? JAN!!
Do you
82. Do you color your hair? yea
83. Do you have tattoos? No
84. Do you have any piercings? ears, eyebrow, tongue
85. Do you have a boyfriend, or girlfriend? boyfriend
86. Do you own a webcam? yes
87. Do you own a thong? Yea
88. Do you ever get off the damn computer? Yea
89. do you dream? yeah
ok im done peace.
Jenni 4:16 PM
Wednesday, June 11, 2003
If they gleam in the sun
While they spin in the seat, get in my truck then {I
could remember}
And if it came in a sack
No skins, no seats in the back and {I could remember}
And if it dripped from my wrist
And it looked it shined like new then {I could
remember}
But oh, girl
I forgot to be your lover
If it wasn’t for the 9 to 5
Double up overtimin’ {I could remember}
If it wasn’t for the Sunday All-Star
Weekend games, girl {I could remember}
And if it wasn’t the dough
Couldn’t fit the ??? jones girl, you know that {I
could remember}
But silly, me, silly me, oh
Tell me how could I ever forget to be your lover
Now I realize that you need love too (Oh, yeah)
Spend my life makin’ love to you
Oh, girl
Oh, I forgot to be your lover
When she starts bringin’ up old dirt
And the fights keep getting worse (Oh, brother)
Findin’ numbers in her purse
Better put that woman first (Yeah)
And you know she ain’t wearin’ her ring (Oh, no)
When she starts playin’ little games
Comin’ in late from work
You better put that woman first
If it wasn’t for the make up on my shirt
Still I’d be chasin’ skirts and {I could remember}
And if it wasn’t for that fight last night
I’d be smashin’ out my headlights then {I could
remember}
If it wasn’t for parole
Steady duckin’ my P.O., girl, you know {I could
remember}
But silly me, silly me, babe
Tell me how could I ever forget to be your lover
Now I realize that you need love too
Spend my life makin’ love to you
Oh, girl
Oh, I forgot to be your lover
Jenni 11:38 AM
If I were a month I would be: march
If I were a day of the week I would be: sunday
If I were a time of day I would be: 6:00pm
If I were a planet I would be: jupiter
If I were a sea animal I would be: dolphin
If I were a direction I would be: north
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: jans bed
If I were a historical figure I would be: Albert Einstein
If I were a liquid I would be: mountain dew
If I were a stone, I would be: tanzenite
If I were a tree, I would be: an orange tree
If I were a bird, I would be: a tucan
If I were a tool, I would be: screwdriver
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: daisy
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: 50 degrees and clear
If were a mythical creature, I would be: tinkerbell
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: a guitar
If I were an animal, I would be: a giraffe
If I were a color, I would be: navy blue or pink
If I were an emotion, I would be: happy
If I were a vegetable, I would be: corn
If I were a sound, I would be: music
If I were a car, I would be: yellow jeep wrangler
If I were a sin I would be: sex
If I were a song, I would be: "forgot to be a luva"
If I were a movie, I would be directed by: i dont know...
If I were a book, I would be written by: i dont know..
If I were a food, I would be: ramen noodles
If I were a place, I would be: jans bed
If I were a material, I would be: silk
If I were a taste, I would be: sweet
If I were a scent, I would be: abercrombie fierce
If I were a religion, I would be: protestant
If I were a word, I would be: baby
If I were an object, I would be: a hairbrush
If I were a body part I would be: lips
If I were a facial expression I would be: smiling
If I were a subject in school I would be: debate
If I were a cartoon character I would be: braceface
If I were a shape I would be a: circle
If I were a number I would be: 16
Jenni 11:18 AM
Thursday, June 05, 2003
i spent the bestest nite with jan last nite. "im sorry i ever dumped you".....hehe thats right so dont make the mistake again.
slept in my car for 10 hours cus i ran out of gas. im such a dumbass.
oh well it was still the bestest nite in a long ass time.
Jenni 1:28 PM
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